Envision Your Dream & Believe

Many or perhaps some of you may know a bit about my history, a children's author and poet and now a new mom with a young boy turning three. Wow, I can't believe that he's growing so quickly -too quickly! My journey to health has so many components to it, a journey of many obstacles, climbing over hurdles and so much evolving along the way. In terms of health, especially emotional health, in my twenties, I was diagnosed with Bipolar, something I knew nothing about. I was full of fear, anxiety, I was horrified and devastated. I was 21, my first years as an early adult. It felt more like an initiation and cruel joke, then a welcoming of my right of passage. Years were spent trying to get by, with many pitfalls and many nights full of tears on my pillow. I was just sad! My cruel joke though turned into my best ally and I was proud to use the writing skills that I gained through many years of therapeutic journaling to create my first book Before You Were Born. I was walking the walk and talking the talk. This book turned my life of many setbacks into a life full of wonder, with book signings, newspaper and radio interviews, speaking at high schools, reading at libraries.  I was happy again. I was able to reach out and others reached out to me.  I gladly said goodbye to that sad 21-year-old girl full of fear and said hello to a new life, embracing my new love for living, I gained my strength and was fearless, healthy and awake!

With the books and with a healthy mindset, my physical life on track, a lifted self-esteem, and living my life on purpose, I was blessed with a baby boy, just like my character Mommy Frog did, five years prior. The vision that I held of having a Son one day, possibly through the eyes of Mommy Frog, was so strong, I believed in it so much, my vision was so concrete, that somehow through this book, I was able to finally at the age of 39 have my firstborn healthy baby boy! That book lead to many years of gaining a vision that was purely magical! Mommy Frog from Before You Were Born, had that same vision in 2010 she wanted to hold her Son, to tell him a story of hope, and healing.  This does prove to me that what you think about, You Bring About. What you believe and think and how you react or take action, does have a way of showing up in your life, it shows me that miracles do happen, they are everywhere and for everyone.  I really had no clue when writing this book that the story would come so alive. That I would live out the story of my character Mommy Frog, and have my biggest wish, my most loving dream come true. Had I known, I may have added a few things to the book, like riches and gold and silver. I am rich with love and tenderness for my young boy and my family.  

I am the richest woman in the world being able to do things I never thought possible, even going to a nearby park is the best most gratifying and abundant feeling ever! It is magical to know that anyone's intention and vision can come alive and that what is true in your heart can be sincerely manifested. That anything in life can happen. Mommy Frog had her Son in 2010 and learning from my favourite character, I too had my sweet little angel only five years later. I did not write about gold, or silver or finding a chest of treasures. Though, having a Son, I feel enriched from the core. Dreams do come alive, your dream, our dream, his dream and her dream. Dream Big because your life can be exactly as you envision it. If Mommy Frog and I can do it, surely anyone can! My story and my life, my dream of my little boy truly came alive!

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