Don't Stop Living

Anger and all that, happy or more than that, upset and everything, under the weather, not feeling right. What do we say, you, I...I feel not well, IM BLUE, yeah right, played out! How awkward. What

is right and wrong with me? Nothing, everything-- everything, everything, that is, this is, she is, I am, I just don't feel myself? Huh? sick of it. I believe our days as fleeting, happy, sad, raining, not raining, hot, cold... snowing.  I will say here in Ontario Canada, The North, it's Raining, feeling crap about that sometimes, but better than snow, so here we go....moods... ;) up, down, its an awful feeling, some moods lead to suicide, let's get out some sharing. 

The song now on the radio, Who are we mistaken, it's not me, it's not my family" "What's in your head" Zombie- The Cranberries, now soaring me even further at this moment in this very moment, about why this happens, the subject is-Why are people choosing to die, why do they turn to a tragic end in their story. I want to know if we knew why possibly it may help.   People wanting to stop living, it's so much and way to horrific to even think about it, even for a second, some people have to carry this tortured thought with them.

I could say I don't know, more importantly, I don't know!

Though what if the reason or one reason could be, or part of it, somewhere the reason that people turn to Suicide is due to this nature that lives in us somewhere, possibly, the Gossip.   If it was gossip-if this was the reason, people felt they couldn't go on anymore, would we stop? Could we? Stop to think better the next time we had a misuse of what one word could do? Words do seem to be powerful. Some people get upset about a spelling error, imagine a misinformed shared secret that is not true in the least, that would certainly do much, much, more harm then silly spelling errors.  I am sure this can happen and I am sure we can change it, our thoughts, our words our actions.

In any case, gossip may be a factor possibly? Which can be handled better, much, much better, in me, in you?

We wonder over and over, why people are and have been making this extreme and final choice, extremely-sadly to stop living, we have not got this one yet! I'm thinking it is our gossipy-gossipy ways that cause such tortured souls. Has to be gossip..the things we say, the words we speak have power, choose them wisely is what I think needs to be thought more about, collectively.

If it is not that then all I can say is words have power, they do; they have been known to make people feel good, cause laughter all that good, positive fun stuff.